I was in the zone today. It was intense. I’ve never felt something like this before. I went to do some errands, and when I was done. I just put Renaissance CD 1 in the car, and just went for an hour and a half drive, around the city. The music was almost on bust, and I was just looking straight forward, speeding throughout the city. I’m suprised I didn’t get pulled over (haa! oops).
Anyway, I guess it was some form of meditation for myself, before the competition tomorrow afternoon. I’m not nervous anymore. I was pushing the fear out of my body. I’ve never felt anything like it before. For the past 2 competitions, I listened to the Renaissance CD on the way up to the climbing gym, on the day of the comp. But not the day before. It totally calmed me down. I felt like a martial artist or something.
That’s one thing I’d like to be involved in. Martial Arts. I’ve thought about it in my head a lot lately, but I’ve never said anything to anyone about it. Man. I hope I get like that tomorrow. Just focus like nothing else, and giv’er my all. My hands are kind of sweaty, just as I type this. It’s ridiculous. I’m a competitive person, but I’m not so intense that I’m annoying. I just love going to competitions. It gets my adrenaline pumping so hard. I hope I perform well tomorrow. I’m going to bed shortly, so that I can have a good nights sleep. Going to lend my digital camera out to a class mate, and he’s going to take a bunch of pictures when he arrives at the comp. Yessahhhhh. Time for me to chill now. Lates..
1:45pm
Alright. The climbing competition is tomorrow, and I feel weak and my GUMS STILL HURT! If I chew anything cold, such as grapes, the pain shoots through my teeth and it lasts for 20 minutes or so. My ear aches are back and I don’t know what the hell to do. Now I’m taking Advil something’s, and they only last for 2hrs or so. I hope it doesn’t effect me tomorrow. If I’m distracted from my ears and gums it usually doesn’t hurt. At least I don’t think so. Agh…I have nothing interesting to talk about even if I havne’t updated in a while. Umm.. I’m getting a lot of stares on my new hair. Especially by people over 50, they really don’t like it. But that’s to be expected. Some of my friends don’t like it, but they’re boring anyhow. hah, kidding sorta. Well, later….