I was in the zone today. It was intense. I’ve never felt something like this before. I went to do some errands, and when I was done. I just put Renaissance CD 1 in the car, and just went for an hour and a half drive, around the city. The music was almost on bust, and I was just looking straight forward, speeding throughout the city. I’m suprised I didn’t get pulled over (haa! oops).

Anyway, I guess it was some form of meditation for myself, before the competition tomorrow afternoon. I’m not nervous anymore. I was pushing the fear out of my body. I’ve never felt anything like it before. For the past 2 competitions, I listened to the Renaissance CD on the way up to the climbing gym, on the day of the comp. But not the day before. It totally calmed me down. I felt like a martial artist or something.

That’s one thing I’d like to be involved in. Martial Arts. I’ve thought about it in my head a lot lately, but I’ve never said anything to anyone about it. Man. I hope I get like that tomorrow. Just focus like nothing else, and giv’er my all. My hands are kind of sweaty, just as I type this. It’s ridiculous. I’m a competitive person, but I’m not so intense that I’m annoying. I just love going to competitions. It gets my adrenaline pumping so hard. I hope I perform well tomorrow. I’m going to bed shortly, so that I can have a good nights sleep. Going to lend my digital camera out to a class mate, and he’s going to take a bunch of pictures when he arrives at the comp. Yessahhhhh. Time for me to chill now. Lates..

1:45pm
Alright. The climbing competition is tomorrow, and I feel weak and my GUMS STILL HURT! If I chew anything cold, such as grapes, the pain shoots through my teeth and it lasts for 20 minutes or so. My ear aches are back and I don’t know what the hell to do. Now I’m taking Advil something’s, and they only last for 2hrs or so. I hope it doesn’t effect me tomorrow. If I’m distracted from my ears and gums it usually doesn’t hurt. At least I don’t think so. Agh…I have nothing interesting to talk about even if I havne’t updated in a while. Umm.. I’m getting a lot of stares on my new hair. Especially by people over 50, they really don’t like it. But that’s to be expected. Some of my friends don’t like it, but they’re boring anyhow. hah, kidding sorta. Well, later….

St. Patricks Day tomorrow, and I cannot go drinking for the fear that my gums will bleed. Jebus. I’m actually going to the surgeon’s office tomorrow. I have an appointment with him. I cannot get rid of these killer killer ear aches. Maybe it has something to do, with when I was a kid. I was kinda deaf. Had to have tubes put in my ears.

Anyway, I was taking Tylenol 3’s, and now I’m on something with Codine in it. It doesn’t work. I hope I’m better before the competition. FOUR MORE DAYS!!! I want to eat that free pizza after the comp. Ohhhh drool. By the way. I got my hair dyed today. It’s pretty drastic. I’ve never done something like this before. I’m not sure if i like it yet, because it’s so bloomin’ bright. Everyone else seems to like it, (except of course, my parents haha!)

My heart. Right now. Is pounding out of my chest. I’m that excited.

I finally found my FAVORITE 2CD pack. Online. [Renaissance [uk] Dave Seaman – I HAVE TO HAVE THIS!!!!!!] Trevor lent me a 2 CD set, while I burnt off a copy. He then lent the original CD package, to a friend. That friend “lost” those two cds. I’m now, the only one in Newfoundland with these two cd’s. Apparently it was bought in Australia, and super hard to track down. Trev and I went to all the CD stores in the CITY to look for this, and they don’t know what we’re talking about. I found it online somehow I don’t know how. But I got it. Maybe I’ll order it some day. But hot damn am I ever excited. This two pack of CDS, i listen to EVERYTIME I’m in the car. Everyone is sick of these two cds, except for me. CD 2, Song #7 is a song I listen to before I go to climbing competitions. It’s almost hypnotic. I have to share these songs with you all somehow. How do I change a full CD, into Mp3s? I used to have a program, but I don’t even remember what it’s called. Anyway. I’m heading out to Starbucks with my buddy now.

LATA!

P.S: NOt sure if Megan reads this. But happy birthday girl!